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Léah i'm sorry....  page publique
I spoke to Léah today, on the net.
I didn't understood everything. She spoke just has we would never seen each other again... i've done someting i shouldn't have done maybe... but i don't know what... maybe it is because of the last saturday night, for her party. I didn't stay as long as i was supposed to... I hope she didn't thought i found it boring or something like that... it wasn't, i liked it, but i promised Michael to come and join him by midnight... and i wanted to see him before he leaves for the united states. When i see what could have happened that night with him...
My thoughts are more clear now, i've talked to François, i know i love him, Michael is just a kind of enphatuation (don't know how to spell it) and it would have been only for one night, he loves his girlfriend, and i love François... I can't leave him, it's impossible for me to imagine my life without him right now...
I know Léah can read my diary, i hope she didn't found out something which has hurt her... i didn't remembered she knew my nickname for this site... i sent her a mail, she will answer me and i'll know... Léah if you read this, i'm sorry if i hurt you. I didn't meant to. I really like you, you're very important to me, and i don't want to lose you because of some mistake i've done. I could do anything to repare my fault. I'm sorry...
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